Dear Jared

Dear Jared

Dear Jared, It's your birthday and I fucking wish you were here. I got this cameo from Mick Foley for your birthday in March a bit over a week before you died. My instructions to him were: "My brother (Jared) is turning 42 in August. He's been a big fan of the WWE...

Dear Jared

Dear Jared

Dear Jared, Am I meant to be okay? Because I'm not. Not a day has gone by that I haven't thought of you in some way. I still cry every day, too. I honestly don't know how I'm meant to do this, how I'm meant to keep existing with this constant pain of knowing you're...

Following someone else’s grieving traditions

Following someone else’s grieving traditions

Disclaimer: These are my personal thoughts and feelings on the experience of my brother's funeral. I am not, in any way, intending to offend or upset anyone. So, obviously I've been very, very quiet lately. I won't lie, even existing is a struggle right now....

Dear Jared

Dear Jared

⁣Dear Jared,   Shit sister alert! I haven't been writing to you. I'll be honest, my guy, I'm not coping. Like, not even close. My boss described me as "like a functioning addict". I'm getting things done, but it's obvious that I'm not really present. I’ve been doing...

Dear Jared

Dear Jared

Dear Jared, I was definitely optimistic about returning to work this week. I kept it together for the most part. As soon as I could leave, I did, and I'm not going back until Tuesday now. Last night when I left work, I took all those old slides with pictures from our...

Dear Jared

Dear Jared

Dear Jared, I went to work today. It was equally not as bad as I thought it would be, but also so much worse. I told everyone about what happened, but most of them knew, though they didn't know you were my brother. Apparently, all of Perth was talking about you on the...

Dear Jared

Dear Jared

⁣Dear Jared,   It's the fucking worst. It is. On Tuesday, it will be a full week since I saw you last. On Saturday, it will be a full week since you died. Time won't stop for me. It keeps going. I can't make it stop as much as I want to.   When Kaleb died, you...

Dear Jared

Dear Jared

Dear Jared, Words could never express how devastated I am today. I woke up in a world without you in it and I did not like it. I don't know why I thought that it might be easier today. Every second that passes is a second longer that I've lived without you and I don't...

Heather walked over to him; it was a path that she had walked a thousand times before. The path from any given place that led her to Harrison.

— The Wedding

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